Introduction

Do I start off by a, "let's get to know me?" I guess I should say something to the readers about myself, especially if you do not exactly know me. Maybe I should just remind myself of who I am. You can start judging me now.

All I wish to do nothing but to sit in front of you and open myself up like an over read book that has been sitting on your shelf for years. I'm a girl who cares more about everyone around me than my own self and I think that is something that a lot of people know about me. I am reasonable, optimistic, and carefree. Let's just be honest, I love listening to myself talk, but I'm educated so I like to believe that makes me some what interesting. I am extremely protective and selfish when it comes to my heart. I have had it broken once, and I vow to never have that happen again. I can admit that it gets me in trouble, but I will do what is best for me.. always. I only love a select amount of people, but I'll let you know right now that I will love those people more than they will ever imagine. I have absolutely no censorship. I will swear, it doesn't make me unattractive, it makes me more honest. My parents raised me to be a very respectful, please and thank you's, never judge anyone, to never be jealous, everyone is equal, living life is the best when you're laughing and in love, and if you're going to get close with someone make sure they're worth every single bit of my heart that I give to them. I am extremely simple. The littlest things in life warm my heart. If you take me on a road trip to see trees decorated in their orange, yellow, and red leaves I promise you I will fall in love with you. No pun intended. I could sit in a room with someone for hours and not say a single word and still enjoy myself so please do not ever try to impress me. I don't need an extravagant life to be entertained, or to die happy. I'm an outspoken atheist. Respect me, and I will show you more respect. I tried to go to religion for all the wrong reasons, but that is another story for another time. The only few times I had my best cries was from listening to music. There is a joke that I have no soul, but sometimes I believe it. I work full time, but I rather spend my earned money on someone else. I plan on traveling the world, alone or with someone beside me.  I have values and morals that I think most people my age have lost years ago and that might be one of the only things I am truly proud of myself for. Also maybe anyone who has ever had the wrong impression of me will find out who I really am through this, and I truly apologize if you do have the wrong idea of who I am.

A part of me wants someone I know to read this, sometimes I guess we all need attention, and sometimes asking for someone to just give me their ear for a little is difficult or telling someone how I truly feel for typical apprehensions of getting myself hurt. Most of the time I am extremely fun, and not really ever serious, but we all have those times where you can be extremely deep, philosophical, and emotional. Another part of me wants to have a total stranger find this and read it, not knowing anything about my life and by my arbiter, criticize me, assess me, and tell me their opinion. I apologize right here and now for anything that I say in haste on this page.

If anyone wishes to read this, by all means read this. This blog is to put my personal situations out there for people to read and maybe you'll find things about me you never knew, maybe just maybe we'll find things out about you. Sometimes the best part about life and the most strongest memories is getting below someone's outside surface, to get find each other hearts, to be understood, and to be completely genuine with someone. That's all I want. 

Night.